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Sanae Hanekoma ([personal profile] ceiling_cat) wrote2009-09-01 09:57 pm

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( private | text )

The Composer's Proxy has been brought back to Discedo after a brief disappearance. Presumably, he was returned home during that time: he now remembers the week immediately following the game. However, he seems to have lost all memory of his earlier stay in Discedo. It is possible that he is from a fractionally different world. However, I have not yet observed any differences in his demeanor and his memory of Shibuya and the Game. Memory modification is the most likely explanation.

The Composer...

...If they modify memories, I doubt I'll ever get any of these submitted.

I'm worried about the Composer. His emotional state has not improved during the past month. Although his Proxy's return may move him back towards stability, I have yet to observe any changes.

Mere stability is not the goal I am hoping he will achieve. It would provide no more than a short-term fix: the Composer's refusal to emotionally engage with the world led to increasing dissonance and stagnation in Shibuya prior to his Game with the Conductor. Unless that problem is dealt with, Shibuya's current renaissance will not last forever.

Neku Sakuraba's participation in the Game has come to an end. Nonetheless, the Composer's attachment to him provides an opportunity to induce the Composer to open up to at least one individual. Even if memories are erased in the transition between Discedo and our world, emotional states should be maintained. It is a slender chance, and yet the dangers of allowing the Composer to undergo this level of emotional distress while in his District are too great.
Unfair though it may be, I need to use Neku for this now.

( public | Japanese audio | text translation )

Hey Josh, bad news - looks like the library's lost everythin' except the fiction section and some how-to books. Not that the fiction isn't interestin' stuff. I could probably drop some by your place on my way back home.

That said... it has been way too long since I worked on a canvas that was the right size.

Anybody wanna point me at a boring wall with a good view?

[identity profile] holyjesusbeams.livejournal.com 2009-09-04 06:16 am (UTC)(link)
And here you were just complaining about me leaving without a word.

[identity profile] holyjesusbeams.livejournal.com 2009-09-04 06:18 am (UTC)(link)
You wouldn't have asked, if it didn't bother you.

[identity profile] holyjesusbeams.livejournal.com 2009-09-04 06:23 am (UTC)(link)
Because it's a contradiction~?

[identity profile] holyjesusbeams.livejournal.com 2009-09-04 06:26 am (UTC)(link)
[Sighing.]

Fine, then, if you'd prefer smaller words that are easier to understand... Bored and curious? I thought you liked having time to yourself, Neku-kun.

[identity profile] iamnotatunaroll.livejournal.com 2009-09-04 06:31 am (UTC)(link)
Never said I didn't.

Figured if you were planning something, it'd be better to know now.

[identity profile] holyjesusbeams.livejournal.com 2009-09-04 06:36 am (UTC)(link)
I'd had plenty of time to plan before you'd arrived, anyway.

[identity profile] iamnotatunaroll.livejournal.com 2009-09-04 06:37 am (UTC)(link)
Great. Thanks for the reminder.

[identity profile] holyjesusbeams.livejournal.com 2009-09-04 06:38 am (UTC)(link)
It doesn't make you feel more at ease?

[identity profile] holyjesusbeams.livejournal.com 2009-09-04 06:41 am (UTC)(link)
Oh, for one, I would have done something by now.

And for two, you were here previously, though you don't remember it. I had plenty of fun while he was here, too~

[That giggle again. Just to freak you out, Nekky.]

[identity profile] iamnotatunaroll.livejournal.com 2009-09-04 06:44 am (UTC)(link)
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[It's not working. At all. What long, drawn out silence.]